Yesterday, enjoying the day off the calendar German, did a clean on my junk and bric-a-already (8 months) and accumulated clutter in the office. Among many unusual things, I found delightful little letters and loose sheets to be read back after so long "abandoned." Just to illustrate, here follows a fully written on 22 MAY 2002 (over 5 years ago .... Qta water and stone rolled from there). Here memories "long" 24 aninhos of my ...

"It's been so long that they do not take me long to start writing. It is a question of adapting myself again, because what else do I make today is to talk. But speaking sometimes hinders, inhibits our gift to think ... I find myself not talking to express myself, but to hide what my actions may demonstrate. To a certain extent is sound because we use this mask so often that we end up shaping it. We then choose well! Some people criticize ... say that this sad, this sadness alive, if this angry rants ... ... Okay! But they forgot that our subconscious is just a reflection of our desires. That is, this angry? Give yourself the anger and will be her slave! Are you sad? Cry, whine, ... isolate yourself and give strength to this sad! We ended up giving things to giant dimensions and / or feelings infinitesalmente small! And all the grandeur of the experience gained? And all the people who are on your side? Does not see this as more concerned with keeping a handkerchief to his eyes to abosorver self-pity and disbelief ... I know now the time to talk and time to shut up! The time of suffering and the time to start laughing at all the suffering! It is the art of "good experience" mentioned in the Bible. "Well suffer" is to use what we learn and thank you for all blunders and mistakes! They teach you to walk the right road, if not them, are those people who are on your side and that often you do not see why they are above your navel. Often cream for my impulsiveness, I thought about quitting! I felt weak, unhappy ... To be honest, I always feel that way! Previously bothered me this feeling of helplessness, of wanting, but "no power"! But today I want and I know I can, but I know that "we have our own time." I know that something is reserved, but is not yet mature, I may still not be on the same wavelength of that achievement. It is from this line of reasoning does not regret that now, do! I get each daily blessing, knowing that it is specific, is in the moment! Can I fight it or not you wonder when it's time? No! If I get this or that now is because my actions and thoughts have created an air hostess! We are always responsible for everything that happens to us. There is no blame, there are results that come from our free will! If you do not like, we should not look guilty, but alternatives! The first? Change of attitude! Anyway, I needed to write! It is a self-review where I allow myself the freedom of expression. To help me? Absolutely! But who is better than the same to say "I messed up," "I hit," "I deserve", "I thought wrong," etc.. I replied, "Nobody!" I pray that all one day to become aware of everything I wrote, because only then are we to believe again in the lightness of being alive and wealth that represents each sunrise ... Anyway: "WE ARE WHAT WE THINK "! "

Frighteningly, today, I thought EXACTLY like in 2002! Viva to our essences that resist their time and weather ...